Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Howl


USA 2010

Details imdb

Seen 7 August 2011








A wailing cry to heavens
Please hear
The plaintive longings
That comes from the gut
Justifies, maybe?
The coarse language
Some say from the gutters

Is it obscene
To some, definitely so
But others find it
Illuminating
Liberating

Signs of the times, maybe?
It is new, defiant
The start of a new era
The dawn of awakening
Of senses, trembling
Trying to feel
The inner recesses of those dark moments

Dark and light
Gaiety and laughter
Tears and screams of joy
Intermingled

Life


Caracremada


Spain 2010

Details imdb

Seen 6 August 2011







The war has ended
Doesn't he know

Why must he go on
What propels him
To be on his own
Defying his friends
The orders from superiors

Alone
Against the world

Something, somewhere
Pushes, cajoles
That the objective
Has not been met

Against all odds
He has to continue
Even though alone



Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Finesterrae


Spain 2010

Details miff

Seen 23 June 2011




Two on a journey
Wondrous

Experiences
Never encountered
Learning, adapting, accepting
Landscapes and vistas
Dreams and reality
One begins, the other ends
Or is it the other way

Throughout the journey
There will be ups and downs
Temptations and redemption

Trust, fortitude
Wavering bond, strengthening
Stronger than before
After all that has happened
Being together for such a time

When the journey does end
Does the bond end too




Jean Gentil


Dominican Republic 2010

Details  sffs

Seen 23 June 2011






Out of work
Out of life
Out, out, out

The screams, pleadings
To the Almighty
Unheard? Unanswered?

So the journey begins
The search continues
The answers are still vague
Somewhere, someday
There should be a conclusion
A closure

In the meantime
While that moment
Seems unreachable
Life continues

It is a long journey
Lonely, even with others
To break the circle
Needs another

But what other
Fleeting moments
Do they count

Wondering, ruminating
How long does it have to be
Before an answer is present
Or is it all within
Locked up, chained
Waiting for the sign, any sign
That you are wanted
Not alone

Pink Saris


India 2010

Details  wmm

Seen 22 June 2011




A one woman crusade
Against injustice
Against tradition
Against centuries old beliefs

She has gone through the experience
She has made a decision
That life is not for her
Life is meant to be better
On her own
Or with a loved one

Others may have given up
But she soldiers on
With gusto, spit in the wind

It is not a bed of roses
Each day another uphill battle
Sometimes the battle is not won on that day
But there will be other days

Time will come
When the trodden rise up on their own
She is just a conduit, the front line
Others have to take up the mantle

One day
It will be the women themselves
Unbidden
Asserting themselves
Taking their place as equals


Sunday, March 11, 2012

Clapham Junction

United Kingdom 2007

Details  imdb

Seen 5 June 2011









What happens at an area
A common, public area
And its surroundings
So many encounters, mishaps, and tragedies

Can those predisposed
Help themselves
It is not premeditated, prearranged
It just comes naturally

The inner longings
Might be from the loins at first
But some longings
Do come from the heart

Those touched by a look
A brush of hands
A whiff
Heart floundering, missing a beat

The next step taken gingerly
Into the unknown
Hoping it will be worth the effort, the trepidation
Will it be what we expected
Or will it be a total wreck

Markova Comfort Gay


Philippines 2001

Details  cbcpworld

Seen 30 May 2011









Who would have guessed
That comfort women would encompass
The other woman too

A disposition
An attraction
To one and the same
Might be fun and worthwhile
In times of peace

But in war

The memories are still intact
The survivor still makes his rounds
Visiting, comforting
Comrades in arms

Whether others believe in the tale
He has lived through an episode
A tragic phase in his life

Survive, that he does
With humour and candour
Those are his tools
To carry on to another day

Dry Summer (Susuz yaz)


Turkey 1964

Details  nfsa

Seen 21 May 2011



Yes, it is dry
A very dry summer

What would be the panacea
Water of course
Precious water
Drops of water would be heaven sent
A deluge would be better

Everyone needs water
Especially in the dry summer

Those who control the flow
Assume power
But is it theirs in the first place?
Even among those who hold the key
There are disagreements

Power over others
How sweet and intoxicating
Blinding one to rights and wrongs
The power held is such

There will be a day
That power is no longer
There will be a day
Regrets are too late


Thursday, March 08, 2012

Sandcastle


Singapore 2010

Details sg.movies.yahoo

Seen 4 April 2011





Their very nature
Sandcastles are
Impermanent
Always by the edge, dangerously keeping a hold

Ephemeral
Maybe years in human terms
But it might just be in a blink of the eye
Where sand, sea and sun conjoined
When it disappears

Memories of the past
Realities of the present
Meeting head on
Clash, boom, bang

It is the quiet moments
That lingers
Quiet moments are
The cornerstones, the foundation

Which brings us forward
To the next chapter

Wednesday, March 07, 2012

Männer, Helden, schwule Nazis (Heroes and Gay Nazis)


Germany 2005

Details imdb

Seen 6 February 2011

A juxtaposition
An anomaly

It was not supposed to be

Political leanings, beliefs
That clashes with
Sexual desires

A compromise
Seems the easiest solution
A life of lies
Hiding and deceit

Those who know, knows
Those who don't, shocked

An attraction to the outer trappings
The physical attributes
That was the beginning
A desire, fetish, obsession
Being part of the bigger scheme

In the end
It is still incongruous


Tuesday, March 06, 2012

Black Swan

USA 2010

Details  imdb

Seen 5 February 2011















Are sacrifices sufficient, justified
To realise the ambitions, dreams
Not just your own
But those who have supported
Those who have nurtured
Those who have watched your progress

Until you reach the pinnacle
The ultimate
The dream that will materialise
Into something near perfection

Those dreams that drive, that push and pull
Inhabit the night time
Inhibit the day time
Puts a stop to spontaneity
A momentary halt

Until it blooms
Fires, explodes from the depths of your soul

Where did it come from
Where will it go
Where do you stand
Where do you stay

Where is your place
In that glorious circle of stars

Walang Kawala (No Way out)


Philippine2008

Details  amazon

Seen 3 February 2011









Lovers separated
Lovers reunited
Lovers against all odds
Lovers triumph in the end

Or have they?

Alangkah lucunya (negeri ini) - How funny (this country is)


Indonesia 2010

Details  wikipedia

Seen 29 January 2011








Ethics, morality
Religious faith and teachings

Crossing the line
For the better good
Who is to say
It is not accepted

It is definitely wrong
Goes against the grain
Acts that defy what has been taught
Acts that normally would not see the lights of day

These are exceptional times
Needs exceptional measures

Those in need, crave guidance
A supporting hand
A life line
To surface above the murky waters
To breath again

Or else, lives will be drowned forever
In the whirlpool of deceit
Avarice


Kubrador (The Bet Collector)


Philippines 2007

Details rottentomatoes

Seen 29 January 2011








Mundane it might be
That work, bringing in small change
Collected from all and sundry
But that effort
Puts food on the table

It might not be within the law
It might not be safe
It might be dangerous and risky
The work continues
Going through the routines

When the body is weak
Tired, frustrated, dejected
Longings for a better day
A loving touch, a soothing hand
Seems so welcomed

Can it be real
Or just a figment of the imagination
Something desirable
But unreachable

Sunday, March 04, 2012

Lola and Billidikid


Germany1999

Details  rottentomatoes

Seen 27 December 2010







Family secrets
A black mark, carried forever
Never forgotten
However hard the effort
To hide and wipe
That past, a long bleeding, sad past

The past does not know
The present will meet it
The future will embrace it

Memories past
Turn into present action
Future consequences

The scenes might be different
The emotions are the same
Not acknowledging
Not accepting

And as to be expected
There are blows
Flare-ups

Victims, victors
Survivors





Withered in a blooming season


China 2005

Details  cduniverse

Seen 11 December 2010







Siblings
Close relationships
One day
The ties have to be severed

Sounds harsh and cruel
But how does one grow
And discover
If still tied to another

Alas
One side does not agree
Persists, prefers the old arrangement
Tries, cajoles to maintain what is familiar

A one sided effort
However hard one tries
Will not result in what you desire

The hard cold facts
That has to be accepted



Saturday, March 03, 2012

Haze


Japan 2005

Details  avistaz

Seen 7 December 2010








A dream, a nightmare
Which is reality
Which is imagination

Is this hell
Or all in the mind

The mind playing games
Toying with you
Pushing you towards a precipice
Pulling you towards the end

Or is it really the end
Or a beginning

Monday, October 10, 2011

Amphetamine


Hong Kong 2010


Seen 5 November 2010








Is love just a physical attraction
The starting point
It must be

Your partner has a past
You want to make it better
You accept all the flaws

As the future beckons
A glorious day
Is within your reach

But there will be mishaps

The Butch Factor

USA 2009

Details imdb

Seen 5 November 2010








The realisation that you are different
Makes you wonder
Can you make it in life
Finding­ that happiness

Coming to terms
With who you are
What you are
What the future holds

A decision has to be made
Now or in the future
You owe it to yourself
To live and love


Carmen

Spain 2003

Details imdb

Seen 9 October 2010








Fiery, but you can't let go
Danger, but you still savour
Broken promises, but you still come back
Treated badly, but you still want her

She is the one
The only one for you
Irrespective of danger, broken hearts, jealousy

That inexplainable attraction
Whether for just one minute or one second
You still want her
You must have her